Come

Come as a wind
And whirl me..
Come as a blanket
And wrap me..
Come as Caesar
And hold me tight..

Let the gods be envy
Of the pleasure i have
let me be plunged
In ur thirsty eyes

Cover me with ur eyelids
let the dreams u see
be mine........
As ur mine...........

You

You made me free
From the burdens of life
You made me think
About the follies of life

You are a helping hand
You are a soothing Dream
You are a play full mate
You are a golden bough

You fascinate me
You console me
You keep myself
Close to Your heart

You gave me your smile
And take away my sorrows
You hold my hand
Scattered roses on my paths...

I m happy
wen u are there
i m sad
wen u leave me...

Are you a dream?
are u an illusion
Oh!my friend of loneliness
i want you to be my reality!

You Were There Once

The sky is dark
filled with clouds,
waves are high
birds cry
and i know
i lost u

u made me think
About the rainbows
Butterflies,chirping birds
All that we heard
All that we enjoyed...

Now ,
Sun is at its peak,
trees are filled with
yellow leaves...
Earth yells for
a drop of water
And you are away from me......

When the birds fly
When raindrops ooze out
When i smell
the smell of Earth
i remember
you were there once......

Death

You are my shadow
You walk with me
You sleep with me
An unknown comrade

I knew your smell
I knew your touch
You smile at me
I turn my face..

You are the silence
You are the yellow flowers
You are the shedding tears
You are the ultimate sorrow

Life is a walk towards thee..
I knew I only expect thee
White walls, white castles
I m afraid of none but you

You tie me with a rope
Take me in your buffalo
To an unknown land
Of wisdom and immortality..

My deeds find an end in thee
My life sees an end in thee
I m your servant
And you are my destination

I m a sinking ship
You are a pirate
I succumb before thee
Sea gulls are hovering me..

You are the darkness in a tomb
You are the smell of graveyard
You are the half burnt bones
And ashes that flows with the wind

My smile hides my sorrow
Hollow is my soul
I owe nothing
But only this loving moment

You Pushed Me

You pushed me
In the realm of solitude
I cried like a beggar
You were deaf and dumb

I held out my arms
To hold you tight
I couldnt touch you
I fell like a crying stone

I groped in darkness
But found you not
I called you a lot
From the depth of my heart

Like a demon you laughed
Like a beggar I begged
You looked for a while
And went with a mocking smile

Where have you gone
My lovely pearl?
Where have you gone
My luring song?

I cried as a lonely kid,
I feared as a way lost sheep,
My cry reached nowhere
I shed my tears and died.

Lonely Traveller

Oh ! My lonely traveller
Companion of lonely dreams
Whats your goal?
Whats your destination?

Travelling in a lonely path,
Without caring chirping birds,
Exploring the less trodden paths,
Loving the lonely roads...

Sharp is your eyes
Bow like brows
Tells the sourness
You drank in your life

Oh! you are alone
Long is your path
Night is so dark
Stars are your guiding light.

Beware of you treads,
My lonely traveller..
Thorns and marshes
Awaiting for you...

Disgusting is the empty words
Love is a mirage
Life is so long
Never ending is the road you took.

Though you stop on your way
There will be others following you,
They' ll sigh looking at you...
They 'll pass, as time wait for none..

Beyond all agitations

Oh! I m fed up,
Of these fake faces,
Untrue caresses,
Digging silences,

Alienating crowds…
Oscillating fates,
Fencing realities,
Besieging doubts…
Array of disasters….

I want to rise
Beyond the carnal
Leaving hubbubs
Abyss of follies
Disgusting lies,
Sinking strengths….

To embrace the peace,
And everlasting placidity…

That i think is My Grace

That i think is My Grace[u]
My white dress is stained,
stained by the black oil,
yet you love me
that i think is my grace

My dreams are worn out
Its torn..,
yet you love me
that i think is my grace.

I see my darkness
You see the light in me,
Thus you love me,
that i think is my grace.

My hands are dirty ,
You see the purity,
Thus you love me,
that i think is my grace

How can you love me?
how can you bear me ?
How can you hold my dirty hand?
And walk towards the right path?

Lament of Shurpanaka

With blood stained blouses,
With stinging pain,
She cried aloud Alas!

"What is the wrong I have done?
Why did you punish
This forlorn dream?

Is this just you have done?
Is this fair you have done?

If love is a guilt,
I have done it!

If desire is a guilt,
I had done it!

Desire to own a burning sun
Desire to own a golden bee

You cut my identity
As a woman, as a mother.
I wished to have
the children of yours
whom I caress, whom I love

You left me as a eunuch
You treated me as a witch.
Neglecting my passion
And the love I kept for you

Epochs are changing,
Wheel of time still running,
Her cry touches horizons
It is still reverberating

A Black Child

You told me
Starvation is the curse of life
You showed me
The fire in your chest
Your eyes were
Full of pain
Your lips were
Dry due to thirst
Thirst for happiness
Thirst for love
Thirst for care
I want you
To hold me tight
I want to take
All your pain
Your darkness is
Not in your heart
Oh! My Kid
My heart aches for you.

My search

I searched you
in withered leaves
morning dews
rolling pebbles
dying nights...

And i got you
in a shell
As a glittering pearl